Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Feeling Pressured

This will be kind of a lame post, but I have to release it and see if it helps. So lately I have been feeling really pressured to have another baby. I do not feel near ready to have another one and quite enjoy my time with Huntyr. I can't get over the pressure I am feeling by no fault of anyone but me.

This is why I am feeling pressured.
  • I only have one child the pressure to not have an only child...is pressure
  • All my friends, well most have more than one child
  • I want my kids close but how close is close, should I be having one now
  • I don't want to be old when they get grown up..selfish reason I know
  • I am getting older (by Utah standards) as having kids
  • We have been married for 8 1/2 years and only have 1 child
  • people at work telling me I need to have another one


Can someone just tell me its okay to wait until I'm completely ready and that my points are valid?

I just want to enjoy this mug for a while longer

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Inversion, what Inversion

It was so nice to get away and get out of this crazy inversion we are having. Those of you from Cache Valley,and that are still here know what I am talking about. We took a drive up to Hardware Ranch to check out the elk. It was so cold here in the Valley, I packed our coats, hats and blankets. When we arrived I stepped out of the car and it was like spring/winter weather, the sun was shining, it was so nice and warm. We took our coats but left the blanket in the car.
It was fun to get Huntyr up there, and be that close. He loved it said he wanted to shoot the elk.
Dad and Huntyr heading to the sleigh


Yesterday their count was 424 head of elk at the Ranch, not that many today

One of only a few bulls, its so warm up there, not many have come down to feed.
This is the biggest bull they have right now. Sorry about catching it in the act!
Resting, must have been a long ride (maybe 10 minutes)